enigmatically awesome*

2006-01-06T13:13:00.000-08:00

ye. i'm thinking of leaving this blog annndd.. ye. make another one. I dunno why.. but I just feel like changing. To think that i hate change. But yeeh as i've learned from our english class, everthing changes. The only thing constant in our life is "change". And, um, nothing'll happen in one's life if he/she doesn't change. That change does not always mean you'll leave/lose something. It's for modification. So.. modify now? Ye, maybe.

The End of Something - Urbandub

Something isn't right here
Ive been feeling it for a while
I used to be uncertain
But things are clearer now
Things are clearer now
between the lines drawn are getting thin
could this be the end of something
~~beautiful~~?

Am i reaching out to nothing?
Please tell me that Im not too late
Don't shut me out
take back things said
that were neer meant...

cuz it feels like the end of it all
we're strangers again
all promises is lost
cuz it feels like the end of it all
could this be the end
of something ~~beautiful?~~

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could this be the end of something ~~beautiful~~?
Could be.

Bye. See you when I want to.. well, not here. In another one if i'll let ya know.

Again, Au revoir.

2005-12-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

Yehess. Someone's added on the list. MY list. :)) sshh. I don't even know his name. =))

Christmas wishlist? I didn't have one. Swear. But now I have a wish. It's not called a Christmas wish anymore `coz Christmas is over. ~~My wish? To know his name.~~ ;p Ok, that strikethrough doesn't mean anything ;p

Yesterday we went to the house my dad's cousin. We spent the whole afternoon there. I read Heart of Darkness and slept after eating lunch. :)) Nice Christmas. ;p Then there was a party at the multi-purpose hall here at our subdivision. So yeeeh, paaaarrttyyy. :)

A while ago I cleaned and polished my drum set coz it's slightly filled with dust already, and my mom said it'll rust if I don't polish and put oil on it, so yeah.. i had to ;p And my borther's gonna arrive here tomorrow already so I really have to clean my room coz he'll be staying there for a while :) I hope he doesn't mind coz my room's filled with pictures, stuffed toys and lotsa girly things already. Green isn't that girly right? And yeah, have i told you that my room is his room before? =))

I haven't finished my editorial up until now. =)) Some editor-in-chief, eh? LMAO.

Mom's calling me. Gotta run!

*apir*

2005-12-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

just dropped by....
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just dropped by to say ...

*MERRY CHRISTMAS!*

enjoy everyone!Ü
happy birthday Jesus! =D

tc. Godbless!! Ü

2005-12-21T16:46:00.000-08:00

Err. A Fair Christmas [err talaga. =))]

Okai. I went to SHS last dec. 17 and 18 coz it's their fair. :) yipee. I was excited to meet my former schoolmates so.. yeah, I went there at 1pm :)) gaah. excited daw. Yeah2 I was.. but, that was the earliest time I could go there. ;p I texted ate brenda when I was there already coz we chatted on y!m and I agreed to go with her. So yeah, she told me that she's in the podium blah-blaaah. We met there eventually aaaanndd.. so far I could see that they're bored. Imagine sitting on a table doing nothing during a fair. heehee. So.. boring daw yung fair. :/

Taaaposss...

I met my former schoolmates already [after te brenda of course ;p] then yun, kamustahan and everything. Then I saw Agel and Inna sa Jail booth :)) Agel wanted to hug me kasoooo.. nasa jail booth nga e.. so yun.. enough about the kamustahan..s [wtf?! kamustahans]. Then I met priestine and she toured [YEAH TOURED] me [ actually its "us" but nvm] around holy. She told me the new stuffs there.. and yeah.. i realized that there are no booths and rides in the field. Wuhoo. Grabe, nakakapanibago talaga. ;p

So Spotlight... Wuhoo. Go Pep, Aglaia, FI, Choralem HOD, UP streetdance, etc! Haha. ;p

Then dec18:

Same happening.. pero kasama na namin si timmy. :) yippies.

Theeen.. Band-aid. Nyaaaha. I want Sandwich. Okie naman yung Spongecola and Sugarfree.
Yeey. :)

So there. I wasnt able to finish band-aid coz ohyea i had to go. ;p I'm not a Hale fan naman e. ;p

PIX nung SHS fair coming out on my multiply sooooon.

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up up and away!

*apir

2005-12-14T22:10:00.000-08:00

Currently: thinking of a way on how to start my second paragraph [editorial thingiiee]
chatting.
duh. making a post :)

Listening to: Hudas by Bamboo for about a hundred times already [inspired by the news I
heard a while ago]

Balita ko may nag-away sa inyo

Dahil ba sa penoy at balot

Nagdebate, nagtalo

Sinong tama't totoo

Pinag-awayan si Jawo

O sana ay mamulat ang matang bulag

Nag-iisa lang naman ang Diyos

Tinatawanan lang ni Hudas

Ako't ikaw, tayong lahat...

Ok. I heard it. A news. 4 people--dead.. Because of a gate pass. I just stared at the tv. Of course I can't do anything about it... but I want to do something. The feeling is just sooo not nice. ugh. Then I remembered this song. So what I did was listen to Hudas. Grabe, someone must make a move. Well, I think EVERYONE must. *remembers The Lottery*apathy thingy*

enough.

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So last Moday for the first time I did something productive. Ok, I'm not really sure about the productive part but at least I did something. After lunch I started ironing clothes for 3 hours :)) Then I made pancakes/hotcakes [somebody please tell me their diff?] and nasunog ko yung isa. Then the next three pan/hotcakes are perfect already! Yeaah. Then I took care of my baby sister. So much for a day...

Then yesterday was shopping time! Yey! We shopped! :) And oohh. I had finally watched the HP4!! Yeah. And I SO love cedric diggory :) But I dunno-- I feel something when I see Sirius Black, and when I read about him too. Weird. *enough* So yeah, shop, shop, shop for 5 hours.

All of them [my family] was enervated [here i am with the vocabs again] but i still had the energy to chat up to 12. Really, I did. o_o I'm actually welcoming pimples! =))

Then mom woke me up at 8 this morning :/ I wanted to sleep more, but theeen. Yeaah. Life's like that. I have to adjust. I need to take care of my sis. So much for this xmas break x_x She's just so... annoying. I wish she'd grow up already. So that I can talk to her, tell her my secrets and stuff. Haay. It's really hard when your sibs' age gap from you is 12 years. No one decent to talk to. *sniff* [yak andrama =))]

Yeah today we added some xmas lights because the first ones were gloomy. Now, our house is over-decorated. Hopefully, the extension wires and the like won't overheat. And yeah, today-- and every night that'll follow-- light is limited inside the house. =)) So much for the xmas lights =))

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Excited na ko sa SHS Fair! :) It's from Dec. 16-18, 2005. :)

invites:

**WATCH SPOTLIGHT!

featuring: Acoustics club Aglaia dance club SHS Chorale Forte Impromptu Pep Squad along with: BARBIE ALMALABIS and the House of Dance

venue: SHS GYM
when: Saturday, Dec. 17, 2005 time: 6 pm -10 pm Tickets are sold at P150 each.

BE THERE.

**Come and watch as School of the Holy Spirit of QC brings you BAND AID Year 8: Jingle Bell Rock!

For only P180, you will be able to catch your favorite bands, namely: HALE SUGARFREE SPONGECOLA and JOIN THE CLUB Support your favorite amateur competing bands such as: 93 Kilometers Freefall Dalandan Soda Ligid Higgledy-Piggledy Uneven Strainsbrew Altered Culture This event will be held on December 18, 2005, Sunday, at the SHS Gymnasium, from 5:00 p.m. till 10:00 p.m. But don't go home immediately after the show because HALE will be signing autographs just for you!

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* let destiny take its course....*

*apir*

2005-12-11T21:43:00.000-08:00

omg. i think i found someone's blog. *scream*

How nice. I can't believe it. Fine, thanks to don2 and his blog's links! Well, I'm still not sure if it's really HIS blog but hey, I have the feeling that it IS. Right. It started when--well,sure--- I had nothing to do so I surfed blogs, reached don2's blog then saw ate dani's link there, visited ate dani's blog, saw HIS link at her blog links. Then *screams* omg. omg. omg.

I can go on screaming for the entire night.

By the way, his blog entries are superb.

~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~

mahabang usapan `to. [hinga ng malalim]

Fine. So test days for the first three days last week. Yeah, math was err, okay? I answered more questions than last quarter. nyahaa. But ok, i'll not relax because probably the results will just be the same... or even worse. [Ervin is right. I'm really pessimistic.] So yeah, enough about tests or i'll sound like a total nerd here.

Wait! English class doesn't sound so nerdy at all so, i'll write about the hh groups...

haaay.

aBENJers won! 3 points lang lead nila samin! huhu. James should've submitted his project. huhu.

So after the test days, monday to wednesday, of course, came thursday. HAHA. Thursday, was the dry run thingy for Paskorus and yeah, we practiced. It didn't really turn out well because, let's just say, most of us weren't really on the mood. We were like, let's run to the batch party! Forget paskorus! We have no hope. HAHA. Oh well, our hardwork really paid off. *sarcasm rocks*

Then... thursday was Starfish's birthday. Yeah. Gift ni Brian sakin :) Thank youuuuu. *hug* With tootsie rolls pa. Wahaaa. thank you ulit. *hug again*

The batch party was also held last thursday. Kaya kami "let's run to the batch party ..." . Eat-eat and do whatever at first. Then they began requesting people to dance and there was even a dare for the guys. . [Okaaii, now I'm thankful that I'm a girl.] HAHA. I think most of us got to dance. Most had fun :) Most eprots aren't eprots anymore. :)) [try to get it na lang. HAHA] And I'd like to see Sir Arghs dance again. Hehe. Starfish got to dance with benjie. And to think she's only a few hours young. Basta congrats that night to Benjie. Graaaabbeee. *Congrats talaga

*

Then Friday came. I brought Starfish with me. So yeah, it was the Paskorus Finals day. We had a practice starting from 10am but I went there at 12pm :) *Blame my parents* So practice. We weren't really satisfied with our performance but that's all we've got. :p So, que sera sera

.

Yeah. the finals was held at 4. After we performed, we screamed. Dunno why. But yeah, as i've said earlier, our hardwork and cooperation really paid off. ooohhh.. sarcasm. How I adore you. Kiddin. I just can't resist this feeling since kanina pa.. [remembers the blog thing.. *screams*]

Cedric gave me a gift. It was totally unexpected, and scary. Benjie gave me a note which said "Ange, punta ka sa locker" and i asked "Kanino galing?" Sabi niya hindi daw niya alam.

"Kaninong locker?" Sabi niya siguro sakin daw. huhu. Nanlamig talaga ako nun. Then benjie said that maybe it is a bomb. waaaah! Pero sinamahan naman niya ako. :) So yun. May gift sa loob. Tapos nandun si ced. Naks. Pinagplanuhan. wahaha =)) Pero sweet. Salamat ng sobra!

Tapos announcement of winners. OPAL WON. I'm proud of batch 09. Keep it up Opal! Something to congratulate Sir. F again. nyaaaha. Then fireworks. Wuhoo. Go pisay. nyaaahaa. Ram gave his gift to me. Kaya lang wala na siya nung nakita ko sa table ko :( So i had to text him na lang :) thanked him to the max! Hanggang sa text si tootsie roll ay si tootsie roll pa rin. But yeah, i love brother so much. :)

Then it's Class Christmas Party naman and YESS, SIR ARGHS was with us. Wuhoo. Before we went to Theia's place, we we're all kind of enervated [woah. vocab] and Ervin asked us something.

Ervin: Paano kaya kung nanalo tayo? *serious mode*

Ako: Ewan. Baka ganito rin. Wala ng energy.

Ervin: Oo nga.

Ako: Panandaliang kasayahan. *fake laugh* :p

*seriuos mode pa rin*

Then, dumating na yung van, and it's like we were all recharged :)) Super ingay. Then, when we arrived at theia's house, we saw sir arghs! super happy. We found them [theia, michiko, carmel, etc] playing a board game. I forgot what it was. So, we played another board game too. The Battle of the Sexes. It was the first board game that they saw, even before they saw the one theia and the others were playing :)) talaga nga naman. So we were like "pano toh?" and we requested sir arghs to explain to us the quite complicated instructions pa. :)) But then it lead to nothing na rin kasi the questions were super hard to answer. :)) It's for oldiess. Gaaah. Right after we grew tired of playing it, Michiko's mom said that it was eating time already. So eat-eat. Yum. Then it was exchange gift thingiess na and the process was cool. We did the chain process but since not all of us were there, it was kind of messed up because we had to fill in the missing people. nyaaaha. We found out that almost all of us knew all of the code names. Then I played Monopoly. Cooooooool pala ang monopoly pag kalaro mo si William! Super cooooool talaga. Best monopoly game i ever had. :p Ako yung pinakamayaman. William got 35 bucks na lang while I have a thousand plus pa. :)) We laughed our hearts out. =)) Go William! Bid lang to the max. :))

Then I had to go. So far I'm not enjoying the vacation. I just spent hours hugging starfish. :(

Nakakamiss. then it's like everything keeps me from watching HP4. WHY?!! WHY??! Full parking kanina sa SM. darn.

But anyway, advanced Merry Christmas to all of you. :) gonna watch The Grinch! :)

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"Kumukutikutitap..."

*screams*

*apir*

2005-11-28T17:54:00.000-08:00

I want to fade away. :(

Ang drama. So how will I say this? uhh.. Okaii. I feel alone and i just found a nice companion--my blog and of course, the beloved music. sheez. I have no one to turn to. I just messed things up.. err.. ok.. foolish. Bastaaa.

This'll be over in a minute. I just have to tell someone to shut up. Problem is, I can't.

Fine.
I'll just laugh this sadness out. :))

Grabe, ang bilis.. Panandaliang kalungkutan lang pala. O baka tinatago ko lang..?

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Napapaisip ako kung bakit usong-uso ang ganithan. Pag nasaktan ang isa, dapat ding masaktan ang nangsakit. tapos gaganti na naman yung isa, tapos gaganti yung ginantihan.. tapos gaganti uli.. ang gulo.. walang katapusan! Pero kung isa naman ay nagpatawad, isa lang ang masasaktan. Isa lang ang laging masasaktan. Pero sa paraang iyon ang buhay ay hindi magiging patas. Pero alin nga ba ang dapat sundin? Ang gumanti para maging patas ang buhay o ang magpatawad at laging ikaw lang ang masasaktan? Grabe, ang dami-daming tao na hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa alam ang kasagutan sa tanong na ito. O baka ayaw lamang nilang mahanap ang kasagutan sapagkat hindi nila ito matanggap. Iba naman ay nahanap na ngunit pinagpipilitang hindi ito ang kasagutan.

Ang simple lang naman kasi talaga ng sagot e. Four words lang.
"Huwag manakit ng kapwa"

Totoo. Kung walang mananakit, maski pisikal man ito, emosyonal o ano man, WALANG MASASAKTAN. Walang kailangang gumanti. Walang kailangang pagpilian, hindi na kailangang maging patas ang buhay sapagkat wala namang lumalamang. Oo, mahirap. Pero yun lang ang susi kung nais nating makamit ang kapayapaang pilit nating ipinagdadasal na makuha. Oo, ang kapayapaan ay nagsisimula sa bawat tao. At kung ang ganitong simpleng "maging mabuting tao" lang ay hindi kayang magawa, mas mabuti pang huwag na lang tayo umasa sa kahulugan ng kapayapaan.

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ahaha. :)) nasa mood ako. :)) kahit nga ako wala pang "inner peace" e..

haaaaay.
kailan pa kaya?

"go ange"

*apir*

2005-11-26T21:52:00.000-08:00

Robert Pattinson beats yellowbag on the list. :p

Hmm.. I want to come up with something that has sense. But I can't even think of any. I deleted my supposed to be previous post, the one i wrote--i think-- a week ago because i somehow got irritated with it. I don't know why. Maybe it's senseless. But then again, if I had to delete all the senseless posts I have here, my blog would be empty. TRUE.

Just a minute ago, I went to ate geli's blog, and read her rantings. I totally agree with what she said. That sometimes, it feels good to be alone. Sometimes, not really alone, but it's the kind of time that no one bothers you--you're at peace. But ate geli and I have different views when we are alone. When she is, or she feels that she is, she thinks about the past,present or future. When I am, it's like my mind is blank. I stare out of the window of SHB 305, looking at the trees, the people, birds, MPG and field, kind of absorbing all that is happening around that particular space in Pisay. I noticed that Ervin does the same thing too. Actually, I don't know if that is what Ervin feels but-- it seems like we're always thinking about the same thing.

I dunno. Green attracts me. Green gives me peace. Trees do. The field does. I'm on seventh heaven when I look at them--- and I love it.

*Still not making sense*

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update na nga lang.

i am missing fish.
i want to say sorry for not having enough starfish time this week.
:(
i feel like i've flunked all the long tests we had. [not enough motivation. not enough starfish time :p]
i ahve to do 9 homeworks for this long weekend :/
Yeah, and i even have the time to blog :/ tsk tsk.

"go ange" ---- salamat :)

*apir*

2005-11-13T20:22:00.000-08:00

online :) ym! one sweet offline [chain?] message:

While dad was polishing his new car, his four year old son picked up a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In his fit anger, Dad took the child's hand & hit it many times & didn't realize that he hit the child's hand with a wrench. At the hospital, his child asked, "Dad when will my fingers grow back?" dad was so hurt, he went back to the car & kicked the car a lot of times. Sitting back, he looked at the scratches the child made. It read.. "I LOVE YOU DADDY!"

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First week of the last month before the 3rd qtr PERIO is over. Waaaah. Earth really rotates fast. :)) Anyway, this has been an i-dunno-what-to-feel week. Err, reason? Well.. we were quite busy practicing for Paskorus everyday, taping for Filipino, etc.... TIRING. Somebody knows the other reason. *stressed out, lacked motivation, waaah*

Then yesterday, we got in for the Pakorus `05 finals. We were first!!! Finally, weeks of hardwork paid off. *HAPPY*

CONGRATS OPAL!!!!! GO MR. F! :)

Then I was informed that some Eme and Opal students are complaining about Jade. Well, my busmates told me so. They said that we violated the rules and stuff, and we even won. Well, i don't see any violations at all. Try reading the Paskorus `05 rules, guidelines, etc., paper. :) Wala talaga. Hehe. Oh well. I understand that Jade gets so 'mayabang' at times, but I also understand that it is natural for someone who worked hard for something to be proud when that something turned out to be great. What's wrong was if we boasted about our section but we haven't won anything at all.

[woah. i analyze. WAHAHA] *Puzzled* Oh well. Things will get better. Jade loves peace [yeah right :))]

i don't really know what to feel. Mixed emotions? haha. :)) Good thing that week's over already.

So, moving on..........

YESTERDAY...

is the giving out of cards for the third quarter. Guess what? I ACTUALLY got a higher weighted average [from 1.601 to 1.527 [yey!]] despite that 2.5 in Math :)). but unfortunately, im still not in the DL. :(( dream on, angeli :P But ok.. i can do better!! I will..! wahaha. haaaaaaaaaaay. *wishes to be better in math*

Oh yeah! I passed a long test in Math for um.. i think... the first time? Well.. in the first quarter Sir said the passing grade is 50 percent of the total, and i always got 50 percent of the total [woah. i can't believe i'm typing this here]. But then, by the end of the first quarter, he told us that it should be 60 percent of the total pala. So.... *cries* --That would be 3 long tests.

Second quarter, well. HAHA. Fine, I flunked all of the three. The topics were hard!!! I sweaaarrr!!! *cries again* --3 long tests again.

But oh yeah!! I passed this seventh one.. :) First LT for the third quarter. I LOVE SEVEN!!! Wuhoo. *Hoping to pass all of the next LT's and Perios.....* [possible? errr... best judgment? err..]

Okai.. I'll study math pa. :) Haha. Kinareer ni Angeli. :P

*apir*

2005-11-03T23:10:00.000-08:00

home sweet home :)

Actually, we arrived here yesterday. Yipee. Sad thing is, i wasn't able to attend the practice at Theia's. Ok, i was not supposed to, but the day before, i asked my mom if we could catch up because i felt like it'd be the last practice, so, she said yes, maybe we could but we need to leave early.

So yeah, the next day we indeed left early, about 3? But yeah, nothing's new. I'm unlucky as always. Flat tire. :( no spare tires :(( How... IRONIC. waaah. actually, we brought a spare tire but, before we left for Manila, we had to change one tire coz someone stabbed it with a knife. hmm.. Well, things were complicated there. Past skirmishes were never forgotten.

My dad had to drive slowly so that the tire would not explode or something, and that kind of delayed our arriving time. Oh well. It wasn't meant for me to attend. Hihi. It figures.

In Bicol...
Well.. the only significant thing we did there was to visit the grave of my grandfather. :) i never saw him, but i wish i did. Oh.. and there was this pig!! It's our pig!!! It's black and it's big!! woaah. I started loving pigs then...

On our way home, the truck in front of us were loaded with pigs.. aww.. CUTE. Well, current favorite animal : PIG. i tell you, they're cute. but, this doesn't stop me from eating pork. they're delicious that's why i love them! :p

Another thing : Globe has signal there!! For the previous years it has none, so i was shocked and glad at the same tome coz well, at least i can text fish. right?

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today:

i cleaned the house :) yeah, plain dirty. dusty. arrgh. so there. after cleaning, i went online and.. wuhoo. fish is online too :) we played pool. 6 wins in a row. aww. poor me. but i won the seventh and eighth game!! yeah, because of fish's mistakes. hehe. nananalo lang ako pag nagkakamali siya. well, thank you!! haha.

i listened to spongecola's Lunes . Wala lang. I remembered something. What's with Lunes? Go figure. haha :p

i chatted with dR and patch and mars. ym. We all talked about their lovelife. [ssshh na lang ako] Haha. Love has been an interesting topic for so many years already. Enigmatically awesome. :)

i did my Socsci homework. Duuddee. haven't finished it yet! Waaaaah! I'll finish it tomorrow. Promise. oh.. tomorrow. Ate Olay and her parents will come here. haaay. So ok, i'll TRY to finish it tomorrow. hehe.

Ganda ng The Core. Watch it. I love SciFi. :)

*apir*

2005-10-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

blogthings got my eyes again. so, a few quizzes here.. haha ;p

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please
them.

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer,
newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

The Birth Order Predictor

SALES? POLICE OFFICER? REPORTER? INVENTOR[woah]? Poet? Yeah. Hahaha. ANIMAL TRAINER????? [naks. vet!] ........Nah. I'm a second born. Middle dude.

How You Live Your Life

You seem to be straight forward,
but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill,
but sometimes you care too much about
what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change
friends quickly.
You tend to always dream of things within
reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

"i keep a lot inside.."--wait, do i? oh yeah whatever.

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Woah. We're going to Bicol tomorrow. Yihee. And it's like i still have lots of things to do. Yeah, Pisay gave us a long break but they also gave us LONG projects. Nyarr. We were supposed to leave this morning, but due to the rainy weather last night, my dad changed his mind `coz he said, it might be dangerous to travel if it continues to rain.

Speaking of yesterday, ahm.. we practiced Paskorito for the Paskorus. :) Yey, It was fun! It's like every after we practiced a verse, we played foosball! FUN. Frances Arcilla got addicted to it. I think she made 4 or 5 goals in a row! haha :)) But I had to leave after dinner already. It was around 8:30 when i left. They would still be practicing after that but, oh well. My parents were there already so i just got the CD of the Paskorito and.. yeah, when i got home i uploaded it in my ipod. Wahaha. =)) Michiko said he uploaded it in his mp3 too. hihi :)) I kinda got the last verse and the coda already. Although i'm not sure if it's correct coz i like, followed the notes lang. soo, oh well. They're gonna practice on Nov. 2 pa. But i guess i won't be attending `coz my parents said we will still be at Bicol by then. Aww. Poor me. I want to practice!!!!!

Oh well. We need to go to Bicol. My aunt's really missing us. But honestly, i don't want to. I mean, i feel sad when i go there. I have no close cousins and all. It's like i'm a stranger to them. ok, not totally, but.. I mean, we don't share stories and stuff like what other cousin-cousin does, we kind of like, just greet each other and that's it. *poof* That's why even if we are staying there for just four days, i feel like im gonna get homesick at once. Alryt. Im missing people right now. Even if im here. What more there?! Haaaaaaaaaaaay.

Ok. i'm gonna watch The Core already. Sir Angeles gave us that project coz he said we might forget him on our long break. So, in order not to, oh well, the project comes in. Nice excuse Sir! Hehe! But oh well, i got a higher grade this second quarter in ES. :) i got a 1.5. Yipeee! *jumps*

Btw, guess what? I have managed to finish a long test in math already!!!!! Yipeeeeeee! *jumps again* But then, OF COURSE.. i got some wrong answers. But oh well. It's an achievement to finish a long test in math with Sir Fajardo and this brain. :p haha.

alryttiee. nuf said.

~au revoir~

2005-10-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

This day is officially tiring. But, oh yeah, before i add up anything else, greetings to the bday celebrants today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM, STARR and to TITO JUN.Ü

Okay, so i've said that this day is tiring. The reason: I woke up at 6am and prepared myself for the wedding after of course, greeting my mom a happy birthday.Ü So we left at 7 because my dad said he still didn't know how to go to the St. James Parish. So yeah, que sera sera. [spelling?]

And soooo, we finally arrived at Ayala Alabang Village, [i selpt during the half of the trip [that was far]] but we still had to do several looks at the map coz that village was still big. gaah. We arrived at the Church at 9 and the wedding would start at 10 so we still have to wait for an hour. BOOORRIINNGG. so i was stuck roaming around the church, looking at pictures and other stuff while carrying the burden of what my high-heeled sandals gave me. I'm not really used to wearing those kinds of sandals. Besides, i want to wear my converse [haha. NAH] but yeah yeah, FORMAL DAW. wahaha. :p and at least for some time i looked like i was tall. :p *evil laughs*

The wedding was nice. The couple looked cute. Waaaah. *speechless* i wanna be wed sa Church din. :) i don't want a garden/underthesea/on-air wedding.. All i want is for God to be our first witness. hehe :) Angeli, anong "our"? sino yung isa? hahaha. :)) *laughs*

...

Well, whoever will be the lucky guy. lucky nga ba? :p *laughs again*

So, reception...... the long one... but it was also nice.... :) We went home at 2.

Sigh. You'll never know how I missed fish.

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I wasnt able to write about what happened last week: INTRAMS.

ok. So, Monday. The day for the cheering and blah2. The red team didn't do anything, actually. It was like we went there, stared at the grandstand, and walked away. Wuhoo! I could see the determination to win!

That same day was our first game in bball. Haha. Yes, for the first time i joined an official game in bball. wahaha. :)) Blue vs. Red. Score? 32-2!! wuhooooo! We scored 2! Nice start. =))

But yeah! Bumawi nung Tuesday. :p I joined volleyball, too. :) We won on our first game. [Was this the day fish and i...........? nevermind.] Because of some reasons, we... lost in our second game. But, but, but!!!! We won in basketball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah. Overtime. We were leading by a point. hahahahaha =)) Not bad but still not good. :p

Wednesday. Basketball: We lost over green. Oh well. Volleyball! We won!! We were in for the semi-finals!!

Thurs: Semis.. hmmm.. We lost over orange.

Friday: Finals--- We're third!! at least!!!

WOAH. that week was tiring.. but fish [as i've written over and over again] has always been there for me.. AND at least we didn't have MATH! ahahaha. =))

MATH : haven't finished homeworks 6and7 yet!!! WAAHH.

so yeah. gotta go. *still missing fish* :(

+hinahanap-hanap kita+

2005-10-09T18:28:00.000-07:00

i blogsurfed a while ago [i always do,haha] and i found this quiz on ate geli's blog i tried it, obviously. :p

I am 45% Asshole/Bitch.

I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.

Take the
Asshole/Bitch Test
@ FualiDotCom

^part time asshole-slash-bitch. hmm. true? whatdya think?

missin` the FARMIESSS..

ok.. i am so tired. i slept at quarter past eleven last night and woke up at 7 for mass. main reason of being pimply these days. :)) haha. after the mass we went to SMnorth. tiresome. my dad had some business appointment thingies at the Boss and we were kind of left roaming and everything.. bought a halter and 2 tops for this week. yeah. intrams. same teams. i only have 2 red shirts, and sir arghs said there will be deduction stuffs for the team if one didn't wear the right color of shirt. oh well,the rules were unclear, but better be safe right? so yeah. we bought rubbershoes for my sis, too. she was going bonkers a while ago. imagine her screaming her heart out at SM, out of joy, actually. so yeah. there. after that we were left with NOTHING to do. we were tired and we just waited for my dad to finish. yeah, we sat down, stared at the people passing and even made stories about them.. haha :)) i lost a couple of brain cells. *poof* and there. when we could wait no more, we went to the Boss and yeah, stopped the business thing and pulled our dad home. NAH. hahaha. they were near to finishing na naman e. so its ok if my dad left early. who cares? *rolls eyes*

im currently adding songs to my Mini. hmm. and im bored. fish signed out of ym already. that's why im stuck blogging. hahahaha :)) woah. im really tired. maybe later i'll just read the Red Badge of Courage. hope it'll be interesting to read.

*i think we need to start the mag..... englsih class mag.. waah.*

so yeah. gotta eat already :)

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++your eyes are the windows to heaven, your smile can heal a million souls, your love completes my existence, you're the only other half that makes me whole++

2005-10-07T21:54:00.000-07:00

ok. i missed blogging. DUH. i haven't blogged for weeks and weeks and weeks. ok, so as usual, the week after my previous entry, are classes, cramming stuff, lotsa homeworks, but fish has always been there for me :) nawawala na lahat ng traces ng pagod ko pag nakasama ko siya. i consider myself lucky already. :)

anyway, last Saturday.. hmm.. Oct.1. Birthday ni brian. Nice. The weekend before the Perio week. Oh well. We had a review in Math at PSHS. :) i didn't learn something new but at least i had practice for whatever's gonna be in the math perio. So after reviewing, i think it ended at 12., hmm... well. i stayed with him :) i will not elaborate more.. hehe.. i dont know how to start e. visit his blog na lang for details [wahaha] :) so yon. happy naman daw bday niya :) happy birthday :)

so Monday. aww. Last meeting with Sir Luy. Im gonna miss Sir! Drafting na. I swear. I think it will be hard. Meron pang smileys for work ethics thingy. cm0n.. can't we get an uno there already? anyway, I LOVE ART. i mean, i think mas madali yun. i have no interest sa compasses and rulers and letterings, etc. they're boring. color makes my life. :) tska sa drafting, i can't like, put a star and a fish on my plate. doing that will just ruin my grade. duh. aww..art!

So there. Perio started last tuesday. :) Well, kinda good. i crammed studying. haha :)) basta.. haha :p Sa Pinoi, I swear.. i ALSO swear, i did bad. i mean. i was like STUPID. delete the "like". i AM stupid. it's like i didnt even read my notes. yeah, i kinda read througt them.. but hey, "ANYO" and "AYOS" are kinda alike right?!! they both start with A.. i was just confused! but im still stupid. :/ damn me. damn ntbk. Sa E.S., well.. sure may mali. :) wahahah :)) kay Ptolemy pa lang e. I think no one in jade dared to memorize who came up with this or that. haha :)) oh well. MATH. wuhoo. AS USUAL, it sucked, sucks and will continue to suck. im positive, i flunked it. i always do. bawi na lang! hopefully!

Curses to our batch. joke. hehe. kasi naman noh. Regular classes TODAY. the day after Perio. i mean, can't we have a break?! this day was suposed to be a free day. cm0n, we look like nerds here!! But anyway, we saw some of our Perio results. Like in english, i got a 1.75. Well, not bad. I always range between 1.75 and 1.5 in english. i MUST improve. In filipino, i also got a 1.75 :) Even though i didnt follow directions, i still passed. pero sayang talaga yung 10 points. swoosh. oh well, that serves as a lesson. BAWI ULI!!! sana!! ;p

tapos kanina, a weird thing entered the jaders' mind. hahaha. that thing with Sir Fajardo. Damn, it didnt work. but oh well, the preparation was FUN. we were like nuts. hahah.

how i love this day. fish stayed at jade this morning. :) hindi ako sanay, coz it's unusual... but it turned out sweet. kahit hindi sinasadyang maging sweet. wala lang. tagal na kasi akong nagpaparinig e. ;p haha. starfish forever!

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++tuloy ang bida sa isipan ko'y ikaaaaaaaaaaw++

2005-09-23T22:17:00.000-07:00

everything happens so faaaaaaaaaaast, now i can't remember a thing. nah. i'm exaggerating. Haha.
Yeah, so last September 8.. it was Mama Mary's birthday :) uhh.. how I envied the catholic schools.
September 10 :: Family day (a very HOT one) and giving out of cards for the first grading. My dad got my card alone for the first time. haha. woah. fair grades naman daw. hahaha.. oh weeeell..
ANO NANGYARI THAT WEEK???!! ..........uhh.. nvm....
all i know is that last Sept. 12 ________________________________ :)

more...

we started SWIMMING already! hahahah :))
YEY! i'm the ed-in-chief of jade's mag!!! :) should i really rejoice or.......?!!
Friendster has html already. yey! friendster will be as unruly as ever!.. :))

let's be nothing, i heard it lasts forever....

2005-09-03T16:30:00.000-07:00

"I love Humanities Week! but _____________"
ok.. I love humanities week. It is so fun.. Why? bastaaa! You don't need to know. HAHA. Just ride with the talking. This is my blog anyway. haha. I'm ssssoooo happy!!!
Last monday : ok i actually forgot what happened [err. short term memory....] oh oh! no classes daw pala noon sabi ni mommy. ahaha. gaaaaaah.
Tuesday : there was a konan practice :) Now I know why most of the students were happy ;p Humanities week comin' up..! Jade got the praises! hahahahahahahahaha :))

Wednesday morning: Konan!!! yeah. i wanted to dance more! really.. we had been practicing for weeks just for that i think, less-than-five-minutes dance??!!! oh come on, i wanna dance again!! hahaha. :)) we got a loud applause btw :)
wednesday afternoon!! :: Ultimate challenge :) jade's with the red team! well.. red vs. orange, and we lost :( aww.. hahaha. damn day. i didn't even see yellowbag swim..! but oh well.. my day was complete coz.. well.. i had a good time at the gazebo..........................................
Thursday!!
ACLE!!! hahahaha. I learned Chavacano.. haha. :) for pescaw de miyo:: Bien quiere yo contigo!!! :) hasta para cuando :)
hhmmm.. basta funny yung class, as usual, bsta sir arghs!! favorite word ng Chavacano class : Hombre Kabuk!! Batman! haha. sana can relate yung hindi nandun.. oh well.
HIGHLIGHT!!!! gazebo hug??!!! aww ;)
Friday: Career Fair.. Karera.. i attended the lecture of UP and Ateneo.. UP.. ahhmm... ayos lang. i gave them straight fives.. haha. Boring yung lecture for Ateneo e. Nabuhayan lang ako nung lapit na mag-end coz somebody asked "Bakit blue yung color ng Ateneo?" then the lecturer couldn't answer. hahaha :)
Rivermaya after nung career fair!! :) wuhoo.. goosshh.. pdosma in the air.. :) nabitin nga lang ako coz i couldn't believe it was done already by 7:30pm. haha. :) pero fun naman yung mga nangyari after nung concert, yung balloon thingy ni benjie.. tsk tsk. another ka-benjie-han. HAH ;P then we [ako, jiggs with the other topaz guys, timmy, haha, paul, benjie, ced, peggy, theia and kevin cris.] stayed at the middle of the field. hehe. :) then front lobby until we were fetched. :) 10pm na yun!! haha.
Saturday ::
Kilos-awit. I swear, we were messed up during our practice before the presentation. Then sir arghs said we needed the face expressions, etc. So we were like, "omg. how's this...".. tapos after pa nung eme, we were so nervous kasi super galing nila.. Pero in the end, third ang topaz, second ang jade, first and opal :) nakss. Pero prayer tlaga.. the best!! Thanks Lord. :)

Highlight again::: i was hugged by the best hugger in the world. :) . well, for me...!!

2005-08-27T17:27:00.000-07:00

recoletter to ate brenda..

Wait, how will i start this?? haha. Yan ah, i'm starting already. WELL!! naging mabait ka naman sakin simula pa ng makita kita, makausap kita, makilala kita, makasama kita, ma-hug kita, etc. haha. Through all of those you proved that you're such a GREAT friend. And i'm positive that others also think that you're great. Really. Kahit na i have met new friends, and talk to you less already, don't know what's up and what's not in your life, I never once forgot all the good and bad times that we had.

Nakilala kita as a person who is decisive, at pinaninindigan mo ang bawat desisyon mo. Meron kang opinion sa lahat ng bagay, at alam mo lagi kung saan ka lulugar. Alam mo kung kelan ka magsisimula, at kelan hihinto. :) hehe.. Well, to tell you the truth nung una kitang nakita, i think grade 4 ako nun, e.. ang daming issues about you, so parang ang pagkakakilala ko sayo um.. isang taong ubod ang taas ng pride, mayabang, pessimist, blah2.. pero.. proven wrong.. never kong na-imagine na magiging ka-close kita. haha. Guess it's really wrong to judge a person based on just what other people tells you.

Grabe, to think na madami akong napagdaanan before tayo naging super close. Remember yung kay niña.. haha. never kong nakalimutan na binuggo niya ko.. hahaha... tapos yung kay ja, yung nagbarahan.. hahaha.. grabe ka, kung anu-ano yung mga pinagagawa mo sakin. :)) HAHA

Syempre, di ko nakakalimutan yung kay ej! hahahaha. Dami mong natulong! :) hahaha.. yun lang masasabi ko.. haha..

Karamay ko toh sa hirap at ginhawa. Di ko rin makakalimutan yung sa proboards ng holy... yung mga natututunan natin dun, yung mga messages mo sakin.. hahahaha. ;p i hope na naaalala mo pa.

You're one person i'll always remember.. Basta.. I hope na yung nakilala kong brenda ay ganun pa rin magpakailanman. haha. Dahil yung nakilala kong brenda ay alam kong hindi ako makakalimutan. hahahaha :)) well, hindi naman "be like that forever" but.. um.. yung good attitudes syempre, i like those to stay. Basta if ever you'll plan to change, you should only have one option, ang that's to CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. Loveyou!! Ingat.

2005-08-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

NO CLASSES TODAY.

so.. 5 day weekend?! yeah, sounds like i SHOULD enjoy, but the thing is, i'm NOT enjoying it. HONEST!! uhh. haha. it's funny. i'm really missing somebody. hahahaha :)) ok.. ok.. i'll shut up already. haha. whhaattss happeninggg??!!

seems like i'm really looking forward to seeing ........... nah. you don't need to know.

...SO anyway...

a while ago i was ready and everything... haha. ready for school. see? i was THAT excited. hahaha. nah. i'm exaggerating. ok, so we were like at petron already when *poof* the dj said there are no classes blah, blah.. and that was the time when people came texting me already. hahaha :) it was.. uhh.. FUDGE. i was ready for the quiz in SOCSCI and the long test in math and then... aaahh!! i'm such a liar.. yea, yeah.. so maybe i'm not THAT ready.. let's just say those are just excuses coz... i really wanna seeeeeeee.......... someone. i ended up texting him na lang.

so today, i continued doing my art project. wahaha. don't want to elaborate. went online.... and.... nothin more. boooorrriiiiiiinnngggg.
ok. im obviously really addicted to the word starfish. it's like.. duuhh.. and duuhh-err.. hahaha.. patricckk!!! ok.. *not making sense here*

.... cm0n.. i know we can talk about something..
OH YEAH. let's talk about SUICIDE.

su·i·cide - n.
The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.

*thanks dictionary.com*

anyway, i think that it's nuts. YES. i know God forgives seventy times seven but it's really not good if you kill yourself. I mean, God gave us life as a gift. WE owe OUR ENTIRE LIFE to him. Then,someone's going to end it JUST LIKE THAT because of one single problem. It's like, God gave us this life and all. All :: our loved ones, friends, etc.. They are there to help us. But yeah, i know some are thinking that some are committing suicide because they have no loved ones or friends to help them through. TRUE. BUT!!! come to think of it, GOD is STILL THERE!!!! He loves us so much. He;s giving us these problems so that we'll be stronger and smarter the NEXT TIME. YES. NEXT TIME. By committing suicide you'll never have that "next time", EVER.

We just have to realize that every problem has their own solution. All we need to to grab them, find them or wait for them. Don't lose HOPE and TRUST in yourself and in GOD. He will never leave you. Some solutions just take a lot of time to show up. See? you just really have to wait for them. You'll not lose anything, you know.. Whereas in suicide, you'll lose your LIFE AND EVERYTHING THAT'S IN STORE FOR YOU.

Yeah, and don't ever risk losing something or someone that's worth your life over your USELESS PRIDE. yeah, USELESS. uhhh.. what's the use of pride if you don't have your life??!!! Pride is like money, you can't take them up to heaven when you're already dead.

We must not expect nor ASK God to give us everything in order to enjoy life coz God already gave us life to ENJOY EVERYTHING. see??!! it's really up to us..

You can add more to these reasons and realizations..

Just think about it.

And don't kill yourself. That's shame on your part.

(all these are just based on my opinions..)

....

*gotta go*

+starfish+

2005-08-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

*We can't satisfy everyone.. and we're not here to satisfy them.

No school for four days. Why? coz thursday was fumigation day [grassy kasi ang pisay at laging wet because of the rain. HAHA] then.. today is, Q.C. day! Actually, i find it boring!! Postponed plans and stuff.. Wasn't able to go and watch the "magBAND-ing Tayo" cahrity concert thing in UP because.. yeah, change of plans. Mom said if I will watch Charlie and the Choco Fac., she won't allow me to go to UP anymore. Plus, she's like being pessimistic and all because I would only be with benj and she's not used with me coming home late. Actually, she is, but she's more assured when I'm with girls. Hehe. I came from an exclusive school for girls, you know.. So, plain old safety rules..! Well, there are lots of opportunities pa naman... Haaay.

My mom didn't let me go to Tagaytay. HEHE. safety na naman. hahaha. I don't wanna go either. As theia said, wala kasi masyadong details and everything.. haha. It didn't really excite me. hehe. So there.

Went to PAG-ASA last wednesday. Fieldtrip. Woah.. we were like 80 there. HAHA. All girls. Well, there was a boy there.. haha. I dunno if i should pity him or be happy for him coz he's with GIRLS. Like a boy lost in an all-girls school. HAHA. OH weeellll... there were 2 trips going to PAG-ASA.. then pagbalik.. 1 na lang.. Half of us were standing.. Well, I was able to sit beside Shayne and Regina. :) [spelling??]

Haven't started patterns for ART!!! Waaah!!! Anyway, I watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and it's great.. *speechless* I was eating pizza e. I ate 3 slices. tsk tsk. Cmon fats, invade me. HAHA. I don't really care. Well maybe I do. Pizzas are just greaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttt!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA.

Updates::: 11 points na ang EMW!!! Dapat satin yung 10 points e.. Ganda ko kasi magreport! AHAHA. What's with the second row???? What's with Sproders PB&J??!! 36 points?? Waah. Bastaaa. Go EMW pa din. :)

+wishes goodluck for someone's competition tomorrow!!!+

HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK:: personally said it to one another. :)

i hate long weekendssss... i miss fish.

anyway, 9 na. Got to go.

+starfish+

2005-08-14T14:30:00.000-07:00

through minutes of bloghopping.. i came to Jared Rabena's [i don't really know him. HAHA] blog, saw this "I've learned" thing and found it cute::

I've learned

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.

I've learned that you can do some thing in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. [what?]

I've learned that you should always leave love ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done regardless of the consequence.

I've learned that money is a lousy way to keep score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to pick you back up.

I've learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to do mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with types of experiences you've had and what you've from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I've learned that no matter good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances mat have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

-*Tom sawyer*

_out_
*x = star+fish*

2005-08-12T22:29:00.000-07:00

I'm on Cloud nine at seventh heaven! hahaha. [abused words]

for those who tagged:

Ate Patty : thanks! nice blog too. :)

Krista : hi! the layout's too girly.. ahaa. but thanks anyway!!! im fine!!! you take care too,alryt?

StarR: hi starR. Hehe.. thanks for droppin by. :)

Hezy : hezy?? Hezron?? ikaw ba yan? hehe. thanks btw. :)

Lucy: thanks!!! luvyah. :)

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ok.. First things first. So, that means Perio results.
1.75 in SS, 2.0 in Eng, 41 over sumthin in IS [that's low ryt? hehe], 1.0 in Pinoy, 50 [percent!!!] in Math. haha. 26 in ES.
i really thought i flunked the ES and Math. Turns out that uh.. i was just near to flunking them. woah.. 50 percent in math. 25/50. hehe. gawddd.. hated that Venn. Haha. Then I thought the passing score in ES was 27.. So I was like "WHAT??!! JUST A POINT AWAY??!!" but then just this day, Sir Angeles said that the 3 ES teachers had agreed that the passing score would be 24. So that means I passed them all. YEEAAHboi.

We have new household groups for the quarter. :) Yeah, I'm with William, Jerome, Karmina, Allen and Sedrick Dira!! Though it's still ambiguous if i would pass the Quiz 1 coz it was so confusing. Uh.. Well, at least for me.

Oh.. Got a new casing already, but not green. aww. it's light blue. But it's ok. :) Fan anaman ako ng Blue Eagles e. Hmmm.. My buddy and I somehow buried the hatchet already. Somehow only coz he's still giving me the cold shoulder. Things have changed, which made me miss my buddy so much. Oh well, as I've said in my prepared speech. "things happening like that are parts of life, wherein we just have to adjust to it... and face the consequences." Sheez. I already got the devil to pay.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugged fish!!!* aww..!

meteor shower daw later?? 1am??!! aww.. i hope the clouds won't block them. :)

enough said. im out. :)

+starfish+

2005-08-06T14:48:00.000-07:00

Had I... I would have.. [conditionals. HAH]

Yes. It was our fieldtrip yesterday. I was fetched at 5:30am and was able to arrive at school at about 6:20am. Passed the Art, waited for everybody, got inside the bus, fixed everything, then went to San Agustin church beside my buddy. Yeah, then went around. We wished at the wishing well!! I hope my wish will come true. :) Alright, so... also went to Bahay Tsinoi, Casa Manila, National Museum and Planetarium. Did I miss anything? Oh anyway, we were so tired and wet at the same time because we had to walk from San Agustin Church to all the other places... while raining. Oh well, we had so much fun looking around and making fun of the jars and everything. Oh and also the teacher and the guy who i think is working for the national museum. Making fun of them is the result of raising voices at us. While at the museum we also saw weird things such as, "Balat ng Itlog" and "Buto ng Manok". Well duh, they are obviously what they are. I mean, they are so common. Even a one year old child knows what they are. Why did they have to exhibit them anyway?! HAHA. Well at least they brought us happiness. I mean, we were laughing our hearts out when we saw them. Nyarr. haha.

Then while we were heading outside the museum already, my escort--or should I say muse??--- wanted to try the elevator and he was doing this hey-im-gonna-change-my-gender-already laugh. HAHA. which made us laugh so much moreeee not knowing that the teacher who got angry at us was behind us. haha. [labo] well, he got angry again and said "Jade, stop joking around!" hahaha. We wanna laugh some more. But well, due to our kind hearts, we really TRIED to stop it.

Well.. here's the conflict. My buddy got mad at me. Uhh.. dont wanna elaborate. I just want to share that the feeling of regret sucks. And I want to thank God for giving me such problem because it will make me a little smarter the next time. I just really hope we [my buddy and i] will treat each other like before once we really buried up the hatchet [yeah.sir arghs!]. Because if not, I will really, i mean really miss my buddy. My brother.

Oh well.. I'll be more sensitive the next time. Everyone deserves a second change right?

Right.

Ciao.

2005-08-04T20:42:00.001-07:00

Staying in Step

I've been wondering why most xanga users had transferred here but... I might as well stay in step with the changes. [uhh.. sounds familiar? clue: biological clock handouts in IS *jade] I also want to have a general make-over. haha. I mean, the first quarter had really been busy and since second quarter is approaching already, I want to start not being stressed out and everything. I have adjust already. Well, somehow, coz it seems like my life in Pisay is getting happier each day. Well, after the past skirmishes with *****. haha.

Things have really gone wild in school. HAH. Exaggerating. It's just that when you compare us [jaders] now to the "us" during orientation, it looks very different. Well, except for Ervin, who had a lack of shyness ever since, I think, HIS BIRTH. He even said that during the time when God gave people the gift of humility, he was absent. HAHA:)) oh anyway, i learn a lot from the dormers. A lot of GREENness. swoosh. Sheez. They are SO HAPPY. haha. And I have a bro! yeeh. Ram. He has a sister also named "Angeli Marie" Haha. cool. It's like when I marry Ram, [in which I'm 99% sure that will never happen] my name would be Angeli Marie Tomaneng already. Like his sister's. HAHA. That'd never really happen. Then again, who knows?!

Mika Suansing won for secretary of the Batch09 Council. Wuhoo! Raise the SHSians' flag. Oh... and I also have this veerrryy close friend. Just guess who. [Okai.. Clue: Starts with the letter......... Better keep that in suspense. HAHA :) got it? got it? :))] He's really different from the others. Esp. from *****, and he really understands me. I feel like I'm very lucky I've met him. But that's all thanks to Paolo, you know. So, thank you Paolo, even though I don't think you will ever read this.

First Quarter's PERIO is OVER already!! YES! Time really flies fast. Good thing. *ehem* about the perio.. well.. The math test sucks!!! hahaha. I hate that Venn and the Blue Carabaos thing. Argghs. But the ES test was so very surprising. I mean, Sir Llaguno rocks! Multiple choice...? really rockin'!! Though I'm still not sure if I'll pass or not. I expected essays with computations, etc, the kind of thing Sir Angeles gives us during long tests. But woah. WAHH!!! the test rocks so much!!

Field Trip tomorrow. I will be fetched here at 5:30. How early.

My xanga still exists. haha. i will update it from time to time. *Click*

*runs out of words*

*begins to feel sleepy*

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